Archive for August, 2007

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Black is the color of death

White is the color of absence

Red is the color of pain

Blue is the color of drown

Green is the color of being left alone

Yellow is the color of the need for attention

Pink is the color of hypocrasy

Violet is the color of grievances

Orange is the color of torture

Brown is the color of Suicide

and Gray is the color of emptiness.

it is neither light nor dark.

blends well with any colors

since it enhances their darkness and lightness.

but when alone,

it’s beauty depends on the observer.

its neither masculine nor feminine.

it stays in one shade.

gray.

not dark gray

nor light gray.

not bluish, reddish, yellowish or any -ish.

and its good on its own.

I am Grae

My hart beats in grae.

CORDIS RAVUM

 A sculpture in Palo Alto, California

i am emo

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Binasa ko yung mga blog ko.

pakiramdam ko kasi wlang ibang magbabasa nun. pero may mga nagkokoment. although hindi dun sa comment function ng frenster, e masaya na din ako. actually its way better, kasi may intonation, may facial expression at kung ano ano pang shion na nakakadagdag sa flattery na nararamdaman ko kpag nllman kong may nkakabasa sken. kaso nakakalungkot kasi hindi nila naiintindihan ung nkalagay dito. ewan ko ba. kahit nman ako hindi ko naiintindihan ko. alam nio ba minsan kpag nagbabasa ako ng sarili kong blog, nalulungkot ako. alam nio kung nbkit? kasi nkakarelate ako sa mga sinsabi s blog ko… ang tanga ko no??? ako nman talaga ang unang unang taong dpat na makarelate dito dahil ako ang naggawa… wahehehe.

the hell…

nkakatakot maglakad pauwe ngaun.

If death comes only to the body and life lives along with memories from the person who loved you, then why leave them with just memories?? so they can grieve longer???

if death is the only destination that im going to, why find a better  path?? so ill die smiling??

if we are all going to die eventually, then why should i keep my surroundings viable?? so that the animals would live longer??

if im going to die in pain, why should i learn how to be happy?? so alter pain with happiness??

if in death, none of my memories will stay, why try to keep everything a happy memory??? so when i fall in hell, i’ll suffer more or when i come to heaven, i’ll look for those who i left behind?? just look at them??

if im going to become ash and carcass 3 months after my death, why keep my self healthy?? so the scavengers have a delicous meal???

if i don’t know when im going to die, why plan for tommorow?? so i’ll be disappointed??

if life is only temporary, why did God gave it?? It’s not fair to give you life JUST BECAUSE HE WANTS TO!!!

if life is worth living for, then DEATH SHOULD BE WORTH DYING FOR!!!

OPORTET MORI ~ it is necessary to die!!!

~ is life worth living?? ~

that’s what embryos should be asking. not you!!

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