i was never a suicidal
i actually loved life.
but i never though that living is worse than dying…
un tipong u wanna die but u just have to…
u just have to, or else some one else will die…
some one who wasnt even bothered that you were dying just to make him live his life…
then you end up dying alive…
or live dead-wise…
or live and die at the same time…
sumthinbg like that…
i loved my life..
back when i have one…
but god damn hell rained on me…
wish i could just turn back the hands of time and do everything i wish i did.
but i cant. im just a wallking puppet who is meant to keep walking to where the strings take me to…
i have no life.
and i accepted it..
i maybe have a life now, but its not mine…
tang ina…
ayoko na…
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