A Deimoan WolfeCry

weee…

im almost done. a week more. ipagdasal niyo ang success ko.

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Minsan magtataka ka, bakit may mga taong kaya namang gawin pero hindi nila ginagawa.

Minsan din magtataka ka, binigyan na sila ng chance na makuha lahat ng gusto nila, maging magaling na tao, at maging kagalang galang pagdating ng panahon, pero dahil lang sa isang maliit na bagay, sasayangin nila yun.

At ang pinaka nakakapagtaka, gusto mong maging sila, pero hindi puwede. Dahil nabuhay ka para magpakilala ng isa at iisang ikaw.

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Isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit gustong gusto ko ang heroes:

Dahil ginigising niya ko sa sakit ng mga tao, na kahit may kapangyarihan ka na, kulang parin yon sayo, o kaya, puwedeng puwede kang sirain ng sarili mong kapangyarihan.

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Ngayon ko lang narealize, wala pala akong idol.

Ang Idol ko lang, sarili ko. At siya din ang worst enemy ko.

Ok lang ba yun?

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5

4

3

2

1

and so after the countdown, you figured out, after counting down, you’re left down to zero.

…

0

… yet still, you enjoy counting down.

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If i tell you i need something, you will probably believe me. But if you’ll read between that line, that something sounds much like someone…

I just don’t know i make it sound that way.

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May Mannerisms daw ako:

Lahat ng sentences ko, nagsisimula sa yes.

nice. Slave material. massochist in nature.

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—Para sa mga taong hindi naghahanap ng pansin hindi dahil hindi nila yun kailangan, kundi dahil takot silang madisappoint na hindi mapansin despite the efforts…—

—At lalo’t higit, para sa mga taong alam na nag iisa lang sila pero umiiwas parin sa mga tao —

last week, i was able to see the first 2 episodes of heroes season 3. and hell!! why do they have to delay airing here in the Philippines!!! the only cable channel that airs heroes right now is star world. And they are like 10 episodes late! i cant wait for 10 episodes to see what’s going on. Good thing i have my resources. and those resources are very reliable.

and what can i say about the first two episodes?

5 thumbs up! (where will the other three thumbs come from?)

the first few seconds are just enough to keep you watching. well, if you havent seen the last episodes of season 2 you can’t really relate, but you will surely like it still.

why?

cause even for the first few seconds, there’ll be more mysteries.

i cant really remember which episode it is but, sylar having claire’s power? what’s gonna happen to the world now?

nice. we just went to a bar. Nakakahiya mang sabihin, first time ko pumasok sa isang bar. well, ive been to some, but i cant really include them as a bar. uhmmm… bar ba ang may mga gro?

this week, things went well. im just looking forward for our lab. I really have to prActice the actual scenarios of troubleshooting. cause i tend to get nervous even if i dont even see them. well, i hope there’ll be a lot of labs so i can get use to accepting calls even before the oj training.

Some of my co trainees never thought ill have a high score. keeping a very very very low profile, they thought im not gonna be able to have those scores. well, im not even sure if they ever thought of my existence around the training room. well, reason is, im not really having a hard time on this week’s discussions cause i have ideas of those. see, our this week’s discussions are all about my previous job. it’s like having an advanced course of it.

well, i dont really know, maybe i just enjoy what they are training us for. im totally interested with how internet works. next week will be softwares. tools. more things to learn. good thing about me is that i havent continued my studies, so, im not fed up with studying and learning things. (If i took college, i might have difficulty telling myself i need to learn things again).

anyways, it’s work. so, i have to learn how to do it, relse, even if i get the job, i might not make it for long. and it’ll be fucking frustrating.